9:25 PM
After a year and a half, there is the possibility that I may become homeless again if I don’t the rent.
So I’m stepping up my efforts to find a job.
But what I have seen so far are retail jobs, and I make it a rule not to deal with customers. People are just too icky, and while I believe in good customer service, I prefer to work in the back of the house.
I’ll find something.
I’m also afraid that I’m going to leave people alone as far as sex and dating. I practice my own versions of Tantra and Taoism, and I seem to be the only person on Earth that practice those.
No, I’m not dating anyone if they don’t practice either.
Even the ‘C’ word keeps popping up in my mind, (celibacy).
I decided awhile ago to date people seriously if they practice a philosophy or spirituality. And I think I should keep it that way.
Liferaft in the Abyss 