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My throat feels raw,constricted…. The ar is thick withwill h smog of cars andjets. For better air I mustrise above it. I want to breathe, as a freed man, fulfilled in deeds and In spirit. Some day, that will be.

To end your life. How ever will know what’s over that hill you couldn’t clime, But instead out. It’s like leaving the theater on a good movie because of bad popcorn. Get over the, Then be richer for it.

Is it true that everything has a cost? If true, what is the price of enlightenment? There are many schools of philosophy that may say yes to this logic, but I don’t think so. The ‘price’ of enlightenment may be a practice or ritual I might perform every evening. I only hope to enjoy it and perhaps learn something every time.

It’s like…. An apple pie with a crust so flaky That you eat very little of it. They’re nice folks, some have nothing under their crust. Or ugly things…. I’ve never been to Warsaw ghetty, I’d swear I saw the gestapo tearing down tents Herding their dwellers into camps…. Oh, I’ve seen filth lying in the streets. Two wrongs are never right.

Fear, what is there to fear? Don’t do this and go to Hell, Or Naughty Naughty, Don’t enjoy that dick! You’ll be spanked and sent to Hell! I do this, I don’t care. I mean, are you even relevant? I mean I suck Fear’s dick every morning, So who’s the fuck are you? Why, I’ll tell ya’, my life time Enemy…. Nope, window of negotiation there. So bugger off, or I’ll wipe you out….

Am I wrong for pointing out the miss givings of the economic environment in which I live in? I do not think it is wrong, and I’m proud of it. But, is anyone listening? Whether anyone is listening is irrelevant, someone has to do it. In fact, we all should….

Well, it looks like I’m being evicted from my roach and bedbug infested room. Of course, there’s more to that story…. But this post isn’t about that. It’s about US foreign policy concerning the treatment of Palestinians by the government of Israel. It has a little to do with how the current state of Israel was formed after WW II, somewhat to do with the civil rights of the Palestinians. Simply put, supporting Israel is supporting a apartheid regime. And when it becomes illegal to say anything ‘bad’ about Jews or Israel, this world will be worse off, especially thoseContinue reading “06.11.2024”

Are kings and queens always fools? Do Gorgons fear to tread? No time to rest. No time for play. I have fooled myself into thinking I died. But eternity is a long time and I bore easily. There is only time for conquest.

Business as usual for myself isn’t prosperous – it’s survival. It shouldn’t be this way. I often thought that if I can get rid of some habits and focus more on my prosperity I would be happier. And I have conflicting needs that’s not helping at all. So, what can prone away to get to the level I need?

I admit that I’m not the most intelligent of rats. I’m trapped in this trap. Though it didn’t kill me,   My nightmare is that I will never escape.

“San Diego, CA., Most Beautiful City In America.” Grieving, candles burning the streets. Someone died here. Two days ago, A tent neighborhood was here, ‘luxuary’ apartments towering above. And the neighborhood is gone.

It was OK Before that hill. My walking slowed to a crawl    And breathing became labored. But you can’t put coins in a ATM, So now I have to have another one….

06:22 pm If it looks like Donald Trump, sounds like Donald Trump and stages an insurrection, then he deserves and earned his seat in court and jail. But it’s 2023. For myself, the country of the United States cannot be taken seriously. I used to write and blog more because of issues like this, but there ceased to be a country worth saving a long time ago. I need to find other issues worth writing about. I need other muses.

Write Read Walk…. to create worlds and then go to them My feet crushes alabaster snow In foothills, where dear shoot men for dinner At the summit the orgies can last for eternity. But I have nothing to read they torched all the libraries. So I read the graffiti on the walls. I walked to the summit, but they moved all the orgies So I only walk the Streets.

A guard walks through, watching people at public desk tops. The library is new, but feels like a prison…. There is a old building that was once a main library built in the ’40s. The homeless now camp on it’s sidewalk blocking pedestrians. Neither is truly free.

It’s been dry all winter, So when the fire came, the forest was ready to burn. I cannot flee. They caught me when I was young, still attach to mother. I know I’m not tied down, yet I cannot flee. Tents burn, people and animals scatter to escape. The air is getting thinner….

Are you a toaster? A painting? Or are you what You create? I’m someone perfecting myself as a sexual being. I am a bearer of orgasm And ecstacy. This is my way.

People walking, while people sleep in the streets. Is that an emotion, A sense of helplessness? A powerlessness, despite having wealth Or fame. Are we a people anymore? Are we human, Are you human?

1848 I have apparently moved into a dive, a cockroach invested place 125 to 150 sq foot, with a cracked window. I wasn’t permitted to inspect this apartment. Even if they don’t give me my money back, I’m reporting them to SDHC. I’m being charged 300.00 dollars as a smoker even though I’ve never smoked in the apartment. I’m tired of people like this exploiting people.

I ride buses to get to work, to visit friends. I ride the 992 to get to work, But more often I desire to jump on a plane and fly home. Here, black are seemingly always poor and of lower class. I’m only here to make money, Only be abused.

What change, big or small, would you like your blog to make in the world? To raise awareness about problems concerning civil liberty, poverty and empowerment. I don’t think enough is being done about these issues, especially in the United States. Civil liberty and economic empowerment should be basic rights.

0935 I seemed to have developed a bad habit of looking gifted horses in the mouth. BTW, have any of you spoken to a Trojan lately? Well, I found an apartment in downtown San Diego….. it’s a cockroach infested 125 sqft space missing the tub I needed, which management refused to let me inspect before signing the lease. Yeah, I’m a little upset, but then at least I’m not homeless. (But for two months and a week, I was, sleeping in Balboa Park, my first week spent as a rain barrel….) The horse’s mouth I look into now is ourContinue reading “07.26.2023”

Soulmates, allies or enemies: They all look alike under the skin And carry no visible weapons. Don’t like being unevenly yoked, I pull myself. The attraction is real, but I pretend they are not there. I’ve been here before and I don’t want to play anymore. All I want is the exit door.

I was high above themountainswhen I heardthe(*pop*). I threw outmy Mercedes,andMy jeweledRolex And still Iwentdown. I didn’t want tofreeze upthere, So I threwoutsome more. Over theside, over desertsI dumpedmy furs. I landed inOcean. I couldn’t swim,letting goMy ego,and felt…. Buoyant.

Billion of years ago,A thing crawled froman ocean,Because there wasnothing leftfor it to eat. It ate everythingon the beach,then crawledintoa nearby forrest And ate,and ate,eventhetinyfurrybrownthings goteaten, Until the landsbecamea desert. With nothingleft,It crawledupAmountain,Diedandbecameextinct….

I don’t believe in Jesus, even he were real I will not follow him, Or his sisters and brothers. They’re just evil, even when wearing a dress. Ditto for heaven and hell. But I do have faith In myself, And the goodness found in humanity and a mystery called the afterlife.

Do I care about individual grains of sand? Humanity and human knowledge Is said to be vast, but Is no larger than a grain of sand. For all your glory you are nothing human. Myself included.

Of course…. Can you anyone Win against mother nature? Just when you righted yer’ rudder, A freakish wave cums through, Doing what you’ve Done: Ride along. Ah, well…. If you don’t succeed….

I don’t know how Many times I’ve met my dancer. I didn’t go to my school prom, so didn’t die in the fire the night…. I think I saw him in the eyes of a twelve year old Black boy with a .38, HIV at age 24, gone in six months. And as I age, That dance date gets Closer….

Have noticed more teams pulling up roots to live in another city that’s a more lucrative market? For instance, I live in San Diego, which was once the home of the San Diego Chargers, who now base themselves in LA. Funny, that Detroit teams and fans stay faithful to each other, and Detroit. God I miss snow….

The floor is wet, my feet are cold. I can feel the ship sinking, then remember Our tree outside, The one we planted together. The lake now embraces it’s trunk….

This morning mylaundry bag developeda large hole,spilling myclean laundryas I crosseda busy street. After I driedI discovered threesocks missing…. But life ain’t hard….. it’s the living thatwill kill yah’!

Well, as the saying goes, it could be worse…. I have to put my focus elsewhere other than racism There has been too many ups and downs with race relations in the States, and I honestly knew that this country cannot and will not change, and therefore shell remain damned. Economic hardships seemed to have increased though. There are more tents on the streets of San Diego, and likely true for every western coastal city. (But I can’t help but wonder about other cities like Detroit and the Rust belt, and the northeast). Personally I have done my best toContinue reading “03.09.2023”

There was once constant flow, then earthquakes and tsunamis happened. The flows changed directions, civilization collapsed. River flows of algae feed seas of tears. No one is free.

He was born with nothing,only to die and become (a) god(?) He was used as a bat upon my body and head. Made me feel lesserthan my neighborand burn me in hellfor blazing myown path? Real or not,I will neverfollow you. l rather mix andmatch,fillingMySelfwithYing….

Accumulation upon, accumulation    Of barnacles, rust and   assorted minerals scrubbed away by sun shine laid him bare. A salamander dying in the sun….

Is it that our fears drive us? Or our ignorance? I don’t know, but I’d like to believe both. All religions talk about death, but truly they don’t know Sh*t. I’d like to know, Because this life sucks. People living in tents in cities with empty buildiings. People with gold plated doctors may still die an early death deaf, dumb. While sand dunes grow….

I used to think it was yesterday, but my calendar tells it’s today. But today is rather gloomy, with pictures of past winters, faded old leaves under the snow….

I’ve found that living without sex will not kill me. Wow, that’s new. What else can I do?

I have no idea how I make enemies. I don’t steal. I don’t lie, (but lately, I have lied). I’m not outwardly noticeable, ( but if most of the time I wear A black port pie as my hat, maybe I am). It is truly sad that anyone hates me or wishes me ill. And that’s OK. I likely wish them ill too.      11.26.2022  8:51 AM

I have noticed in the movies that humanity has less humanity. Humans still die very well. Lacking character and creativity….

Bringin’ down my fixedbayonet,I just missed your heart,a vision of killing youover andover again. Haven’t I won this war? I sat victorious in mydecaying throne room,the sandsmy only company? Only it ain’t earth,but Mars,My long lost deadBrother comingback formore….

….want to fill in all spaces? Walls of all trophies, certificates of accomplishments, Walls of pictures. But I can’t see the color of paint. And the doors and windows mean nothing to me….

The first time I heard the word the ‘woke’ in the work place, I was working a temporary employment assignment. Within two hours f hearing that word I was relieved of that assignment, and the agency I worked for didn’t supply me with a new assignment. It’s likely they looked me up, and didn’t like what they read, (likely it was the poetry). For that, I do hope they go out of business, forced into welfare. Or die. I’ve noticed there is not much talk about economic inequality, or racism, except in terms of politics. It is both sad andContinue reading “10.09.2022”

Yes, that’s right; I don’t like the color pink. I hate pink. It Clashes with my sense of empowerment. I don’t like pink, especially when it comes to the feminine. It says ‘weak’, ‘lesser sex’, ‘gays and lesbians belong in concentration camps’. And that the wearer can be abused as and Short changed. Why people wear it, I don’t know. Then again, I don’t like blue either, but that’s another story….

I couldn’t drive, because my body refused to stay seated, And learned to walk instead. Looking in any mirror a dead man smiles a wane smile. Only life exist in the present, but shackled to past, or fearful of the future is death. How many times should I kill myself to know Life?

I wonder whatmy other Selveswould say to me…. “You say you sexless than three mena week?…. “You must sexually starved.” I say, “the quality is OK,but everyone knows your name….” “although they hit the spot, some ofthem willdull your spirit and consume you like poppers….” “and the homeless suffer more….” But of course, they wouldn’t listen.

She driven in an old convertable In a black and white film. How pretty, So sad.

I have had this feeling for awhile now; that I died. I have no more to say, at this moment.

….needy, needy people,sweating in thesun. The wateris drying up. Dams and reservoirscannot holdwhat isn’t there. Your AC works just fine…. Until the lightsGoes out.

LA is grittier than San Diego; more smoke cigarettes, more women wearin’ tight jean shorts. Some are wealthy Some are not. All are needy of being human. In the 2nd Confederacy, they burn books and women are ordered to give birth, with babies holding bibles….

If you didn’t know, I lost confidence in the human race in 2020. I have kept mostly to myself. Although I still know my judgment is fair, I can’t stop thinking about how I could help humanity to live to its fullest potential. Yet, I realized sometime ago that I don’t effect many peoples’ lives very much through my writing. And that’s OK. But I keep thinking another thought, that no one reads my. Horrors, Horrors I’m my only audience!

I don’t believe in being helpless. I have never, (at least not in my memory. I don’t count being knockedout, or knocked down, because I speak not only physical reality, but also the mind and spirit), considered myself “helpless.” Further, there are situations that can only be handled by the individual, because there is no one there to help you out. It’s still an interesting life I have, but I miss not having a community of people like myself. I guess that’s why I may be moving to Europe. As far as I know, there are no sexual spiritualists, noContinue reading “08.09.2022”

Watching this play is killing me. The directing and staging are terrible, the acting half-hearted, the plot unbelievable. I was tied to my chair, way in the back bleeding from nose and ears. But I pulled at those ropes, Until I became Free….

Man back aches like made, but it could be worse. I could be dead, (but most folks don’t know what death truly like). With home kits we needed to know if we contracted Covid_19, he was negative. I tested positive, and muscles and energy level seems to agree with the diagnosis. I’m off to my clinic in the morning.

A personal story. First, I’m not a Christian, and I consider myself a sworn enemy of that religion. When in my sophomore, my girlfriend, also a sophomore, became pregnant despite using condoms. Everytime. But the condom broke. I did not want a baby, because I felt that it would ruin our careers and lives, and she agreed…. until she told her parents. She changed her mind. Short story, she dumps me and forbids me from seeing my daughter for eleven years. But the question is, did it ruin our lives, our careers? From the point of view of a studentContinue reading “06.26.2022”

OK, time for a little rant, so bare with me. Civil rights is an important movement in the States. It freed a lot of people economically and socially, and because of those freedoms, the United States has prospered. Which is I do not understand the push by the Republican Party to abolish or restrict those rights. Certain pundits have said that the Republicans are doing this to maintain their power as a viable national party. But by restricting voting rights? By taking away the rights of women to have access to proper health care, (abortion)? By pushing outdated economic policies,Continue reading “06.12.2022”

I once lived in Florida, but never saw any gators…. But I did have a bible thrown at me enterin’ a gay bar. Nothin’ like that warm Southern Comfront, Where men are men, stuck in someone else’s closet. And the women can only make babies…. But I guess it ain’t so bad, sense that drink is spreadin’.

When people betray me, it takes me too long to forgive. I don’t mind poverty. What would I do with wealth when there is so much suffering. I’m a Blackman in America, (and no one will date me.) I’m Bi, and no one will date me! I’m too brave to be an atheist and Abraham is too old! Shit, no wonder I can’t get a date, there are no true freaks in America. There is no freedom here.

I recently come to the realization on a few things. I have given it some thought and realized that ANY venom I spewed concerning the killings of black, brown and Asian people is something I should step back from, because it blinds me from more important things like trying to achieve some kind of enlightenment before I die. With that being said, I will do what I can by continuing to write poetry on those issues. I have lost my civility concerning those issues, but I’m not evil. And there are things I can do, like join any number ofContinue reading “05.28.2022”

Internal Dialogue …. his back was turned   From me, I heard a muffled voice,    I should have killed ya’ when    I had the chance….” The Warden politely coughed,   “Pardon me?” “Sorry, Warden, I wasn’t   Talking to you, sir. I was thinking of the friend  Who put me in this chair you’re  strappin’ me in.” A man with no lighter to light his cigarette,   Spotted a burning house on his side of road.   He lit his cigarette and continued walking. She is fifty-five, a happy hooker,    ( because she ain’t  got no pimp)Continue reading “Internal Dialogue, a poem.”

I liked penises,andwent to a man-whore’s house. Another kid caught me sneaking outat night, “got you you faggot!”and shotme dead. Went to hell,touched the flames….and they were fake. The devil was fake…. “pop” The boy pointed his revolverand I stood my ground, Then I walked away…. Lesson learned: the revolver is,but hell is fake.

I don’t understand why we live in this world…. Yeah, I’m going to write poems about social issues, and I actually hope it makes you the reader uncomfortable. Because, if you are comfortable with the world, then I have failed. No, I do not believe people want to have their rights and freedoms taken away, but I think there are large populations of wilfully blind and ignorant. I have a friend who tells every now and then that he is powerless to change or save the world, or for sake of his happiness, he turns a blind eye. Bullshit. EveryContinue reading “05.10.2022”

The lecture hall is loud, many conversations, nothing discernible. Then all is quiet. “Today’s recurring thought is, ‘I’m not powerless’ Now repeat it, Again, again, Good! Excellent!! Now go out and terririze and conquer the day. Class dismissed!” And I’m more focused, Whole.

Men of little hearts, fearful, greedy, spineless, throw bibles from bushes in Balboa Park, Dark in Supreme Court dresses at women they can’t have Or be. Their country pulling away, No matter how the cowardly pull at the people. I say, In my Betty Boop shorty shorts, ‘you’re fake, Let there be War….’ They pull their robes up and run away.

There are too many homeless on the streets of American cities, and I wonder how they got there. I think I was in my late twenties when Governor Engler shut down Michigan’s inpatient mental health centers. Almost immediately I noticed them on the streets. But what I see in San Diego everyday makes Michigan’s homeless problem feel nonexistent. Here in San Diego, I have no dought that some of the homeless are mentally ill. However, I see this as a societal problem, an economic problem, and American society is either callous or clueless to solve it. It makes me upsetContinue reading “04.28.2022”

I’ve seen…. People keep so much, there is no room to live. 21st century life style, buying our lifestyles of glut, eating plastics in our fish. and child labor is OK. The wealthier you are, the weaker you grow.

Some porn suggested, that I should give in to my desires…. I desire a higher purpose than merely being alive. My life matters! My death matters! What matters most Is the Fermi Paradox….

They say old soldiers die hard in bed, having no wars to fight. That seems silly, When all I see is war. Old soldiers, if you still have a heart, be still and listen…. it beats with sounds drums! Then….march….

….but the wells are turquoise green.All the liquor is gone. Fallen buildings and crater,exposed sewage andanimal sounds,I can’t sleep here. Conversing crows lookdown upon me.

Sometimes, I trully wished that I was assembled. To smile knowing I’m disposeable and not be missed when I am gone. Of course, I remember my roots. Black people can’t be judges some think, because they should only be dish washers and athletes. My my, that’s the home of brave. But when I literally shed tears, I remember that the world is a wheel…. Maybe the robots will make them pay….

I’ve seen people wondering the streets. A man, yelling it was the end of the world. I would not have noticed him hadn’t he had a huge dong, fully erect. I met a good friend from elementary school. It was great to see him, until he pulled out a .22 and robbed me. I wonder at times if I’m lucky or cursed, if I’m walking blind into streetlights. I will not call my nights ugly.

I ran and ran, but couldn’t catch him. He dwindled, his form growing smaller. Did he run from me because my fire and love were just too much? Or was it my B.O.? Was it too light or did it kill his nose? Next time, I’ll be faster than light.

On the West’s Response to the Russian invasion of Ukraine I have a question: is it wrong to fight tyranny? I think how the West has treated Russia’s invasion of Ukraine as – weak. That is, issuing sanctions, but still buying Russian oil? You don’t continue to feed the war machine you’re trying to stop — you starve it. ….and the elephant that’s still in the room…. That being said, why are Republicans still pro-Putin/Russia? Curious….

I can not speak for another human being, I can only speak for myself. I’m nearly always sad seeing someone homeless, or emotionally disturbed. Not just about their human condition, but also my own. I’m always plagued by the thought “why doesn’t someone help them out?” Then of course I how I can help. To me, giving money does help, but doing so just to make myself feel better isn’t good for my soul. And I am a man in pursuit of personal empowerment and that charity only makes people dependent. Also, that homelessness, drugs, income inequality are symptoms ofContinue reading “03.04.2022”

Howdy, I’m the American male. And I’m missing parts of me. My balls went missing when civil rights protesters marched. I thought they were right, but I needed to get home before the game started. I work for a company that has a lot of women employees, but none of them are upper management. I just got promoted, but the lady who trained me had more seniority. I cheered when they stormed the Capitol, waving my red flag, assaulted a police officer. I surely should find them, they seemed important….

leaves changing their colors again but I haven’t moved. My feet have sunken into ground, My teeth turned brown with rot. I only closed my eyes for a moment, now everything under the sun is old.

Troubling times…. I know my lack of hope for my country is low, so forgive me. This sometimes distract me from writing, and in bordom, I wonder dark paths. I mean, when you bring your own light. As I wallow in self pity, do you like what you see in your country? My self here, not one bit.

….that Hydra has taken over, wearing make America great again…. ….black boys being gunned down sleeping on a couch…. ….or eating ice scream after a hard days work…. All in the name of America. Would he be cool with denying abortions, (women, back in the kitchen with ya, he, he!). Would he weep?

Why are some women wearing State issued chastity belts? Cowardly men, holding those keys. Question these men, They through a bible at you. But as you duck the last verse thrown, you see the reasons: These men fear loss of power and status, an inability to adapt and not recognizing women as full human beings, but as cows. And yes, to enslave their competition. Hiding behind false truths….

Can lakes disappear, water as far as the eye can see? If lake Michigan drys up, will we see the Ella Fitzgerald? And Lake Meade has a dirty bath ring, lower by stories. Which would become scarce first, the water or the electricity? What of Vegas? But no one seems worried.

I cry about,the amount of polyesterin my clothing. It is often cheaply made,Overly glossy,and likely to catch fire. I cry about pass foolishness,often forgetting the wisdom thatit taught me. But I don’t know my beginning or end, and thats OK. I like to keep my head small, to ensure that I can fit through the door.

Thousands of Russian troops and armor, on the Ukrainian border like some Civilization game. The US, distracted from within by it’s lack of honor, citizens losing their rights like rotting fruit. The homeless grow in numbers, as more chairs disappear and the music stops. Billionaires buy more super yachts and bunkers escape to, But there is nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. This isn’t the movie ‘2012’, but the earth gets warmer still, the ice still melting. There are only rough seas ahead.

All the cows and sheep, All the grains and wool are gone. Then we ate wolves and crows, then all that was left was carbon. We could not eat our money, I mean, we ain’t animals! Basic carbon is for the poor, Premium is for the wealthy. Basic carbon looks like two-day old oatmeal. Premium looks like the good foods of old. Yeah, still the same old sh!t!

The right to bare arms, (based your caucasianness?), against an Government in the image of Old King George? But their wearing brown shirts, their leaders king and queen by Default, when they don’t go to jail, and you never hear the word treason? Please, pass me the popcorn! I’m an American.

Hi doggie next-door. I wonder as you gaze at the rain fall, if you’ve ever been wet by it. The discomfort, the glory of experience being in it. Have you ever chased other animals for your survival? Likely not I guess. More likely, you’ve never, like your ‘parents’ never had discomfort or failure. Alas, it is not your fault. Like your owners, are well feed and bred….

I have recently started a life renovation project”, centered on learning new skills and practice. I mean, the world is getting weird out there, and doing anything that earns money at home has become more than a bonus. So last year I started using Skillshare.com. I once I could type 21 words per minute….in the ’90’s. That was fine for clerk back then, but now I need at least 40 to feel confidence to work at home. I’m at 17 words words per minute…. Renovations are not easy….

First, let me say Happy New Year! OK, I have a problem. I love capitalism. In fact I first started writing online in 2005, with thoughts of earning an income this way, (LOL!). And yet, its unfortunate that when people think of capitalism they don’t think of the whole the population of a country as fellow capitalists. I naively did. But by not acknowledging the working class fellow capitalists, the economic system comes with it’s built in doom. Workers are also capitalists. Denying workers their earned profits is really another term: feudalism. I do hope all have a prosperous NewContinue reading “NOTES: On Economics”

First, do we have free will? Or are the atheists and scientists right? That what we refer to as free will simply an illusion of our evolution? And if it exist, is free will a gift from the Gods? When I think of free will, I also think about who I am, and how having, (or not having) a free will benefits me. As a philosopher, I consider myself the lowest of mules, and that I rather suck at it. But I prefer and practice self determination, which I think requires it. And even if it’s a fantasy found inContinue reading “NOTES: On Free Will”

A procreativeforceit makes babies,but there’sno babies. Sacred fun.Recreational bliss. And yet I’m lonely.

My brother, my brother!Please be at peace! I wonder how you’re doing,Having faith that youstill exist. Be not in turmoil,Or surfer our father’s death. Dad is strong,and I hope you areat peace with him. You’re both gone,but you are forever in myHeart. I love you both,and sometimes long tobe with you. Peace. (My brother passed away in the ’90’s, and my Dad in 2005. I still in mourning. Based on a dream this morning)

An evil shape shifting demon, On a planet not so far Away, wanted complete domination and souls of everyone. He infested the worlds’ money, so that all are enslaved and that few will rise…. His lies becomes truth in the weak minded…. He exploints differences and cheats. But there are weapons that has defeated him. Unsoiled Hearts. Naked Truth. Logic and Reason. That he looks like Us…. Inspired by Aku of the cartoon, Samuri Jack.

I’ve hit another dry spell…. I watched George Floyd die, over and over again. Has any of YOU watched it? Until you do, you may never understand where I’m coming from. If you have never been discriminated against for the color of your skin, or for your spiritual preference or sexual orientation, then you do not understand my reasoning for war. But war need not be physically violent. For instance, I bet all those officers were very good Christians, and that people should stand against a religion like that. Or you can stand against the economic system that supports andContinue reading “11.29.2021”

No, this isn’t really poetry, which is why there’s a date as title. I write a post like this because I lack the confidence in giving you the reader my thoughts. If you are a US citizen, you should have plenty of reasons to worry about the state of this country, and what conservatives and the Christian right are doing. Oops, I forgot our corporations, can’t count those folks out! Why? Because if you do not care you should. Because sooner than later, your rights will be taken too. I only have to point out the fact that these….folks doContinue reading “10.07.2021(?)”

‘I did it!, I did it! I’ve gone celibate!’ (Ah, that’s what you say to all the guys and gals! then next Tuesday it’s off to the orgies again!) ‘Do you dought me?’ I’m free of being sexually attached, free to explore….anything…. (But liar, you’re not gonna miss phalluses and vaginas?’ The pleasure? The worship? The touch of flesh?) Now you be quiet Eugene in the backroom, or I’ll be free of you too!

I love science fiction, and will likely die loving science fiction. But the thing about science fiction is that it intends to be a crystal ball of the future. And of late, that crystal ball isn’t showing a good picture. The thought of there still being a gulf of income inequality and poverty disturbs me, that people should live and die this way, regardless of color or religion. And yeah, that politics and wealth will ensure that those very same people’s deaths occurs. Worse of all, you can turn people into sheep and lemmings, but that you can not keepContinue reading “11.13.2021”

Should I give them up my pockmarked truths? (Each scar-shamed one.)   Are they deemed too blunt and ugly, now? (Although hard-won.)   As if uneartheddirt-bound like postholes underabandoned ancient sites which only speak to usin ash.   In charcoal’s black. From lives undone. By sufferingsthat came on fast. Remorselessly unjust.   And where (however muchits […] Truth Reposted with permission of the author.

First to go was my family, then some friends and associates. Left the city of my birth, then the city of my childhood. Old allegiances to country had go, because my country had no allegiances to Me. Religion made war against me so I declared it usless. And corporates don’t ever pay well. I roam the world Nude.

I often wonder at times why I still live in a racist country that is also said to be the leader of the free world. That statement above is so laughble that I wonder if it’s worth writing about. Then I wonder what does ‘freedom’ mean? Freedom can’t mean that it is allowable to restrict voting rights to any of it’s citizens, because that would be more like a soviet style political system where only one party rules. Freedom can’t mean that it actively keeps populations depressed economically through regulations and lack of capital to start a business or sendContinue reading “11.5.2021”