Hello. I’m remembering and sharing my earliest thoughts of suicidal tendency and attempt, in the hope that someone else can benefit from them. The earliest memory was of me taking twine and tying it to the closet pole to form a loose to hang myself — at the age of 8. I had refused toContinue reading “12.27.2020”
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….through divine eyes…., a poem.
So, which is it? The chicken or the egg? Before you can observe it, what is the state of a molecule? Goddess knows, (or if you want, God), She sits back and watches not the molecule but humans to see actions and reactions. I know not what She sees, I only knows She watches me,Continue reading “….through divine eyes…., a poem.”
Enemy?
At the age 12,I ws told by mybest friendthat I was theantichrist. This frightened me,!nd made me laugh. Frightened,that I was evil,and would go hell. But I laughed, I did several things. Me the antichrist? Shoot! I couldn’t evendefend myselfagainst the neighborhoodbullies the Heislers,who made me run. And my souland spirit my own…. ….free….
Quality, poem
To die in bed at a hundred…. …is it better even though you really never lived? sleeping behind a bush in Balboa Park or behind a bush on University? Is having never fought a battle good? Pampered Princes talking Wall Street or suburbanites being cool not serving while waving the flag. ….is it better whenContinue reading “Quality, poem”
10.24.2020
So folks, anyone out there believes we live in a “artificial’ simulation”? Come, come, don’t be shy. We live in age where we can exchange ideas on a net work that spans the world and space itself. I mean, why not? I’m a YouTuber, meaning I watch a lot of interesting stuff concerning things likeContinue reading “10.24.2020”
Cosmos and Her Errant Lab Experiment
Cosmos looked at Her lab experiment and sighed. She didn’t know why Her third planet kept getting out of balance, it’s acidity growing and the temperature rising. She knew She hadn’t paid much attention to it since removing the dinosaurs, then afterwards rebalanced the land and the sea. Putting Her presence their, She saw humansContinue reading “Cosmos and Her Errant Lab Experiment”
Liferaft in the Abyss 