life – Liferaft in the Abyss

It’s a human right….

To end your life. How ever will know what’s over that hill you couldn’t clime, But instead out. It’s like leaving the theater on a good movie because of bad popcorn. Get over the, Then be richer for it.

12.21.2022

I’ve found that living without sex will not kill me. Wow, that’s new. What else can I do?

A personal problem, a poem.

Some porn suggested, that I should give in to my desires…. I desire a higher purpose than merely being alive. My life matters! My death matters! What matters most Is the Fermi Paradox….

10.15.2021

I have to say that my failing characteristic is to never let go of a friend — even if that means that I’m heading in different direction in life. Is that a good or bad thing? I have to say neither, because my friendship is based on love, and not a life direction. To beContinue reading “10.15.2021”

‘miserable life’, a poem.

Flowers and Trees flourish and thrive without a reason to live, so why not I too? That can’t be that easy! That all I have to do is exist. My children are all grown, getting wiser everyday, with children of their own. And what of the love and fear of death? Death will always beContinue reading “‘miserable life’, a poem.”

07.03.2021

Despite all my troubles with money, the roof over my head and state of the human condition, I think of myself as a person living a relatively good life. There were several different occasions in which I could have loss my life, but I’m still here. One of those occasions was when contracted HIV backContinue reading “07.03.2021”

Quality, poem

To die in bed at a hundred…. …is it better even though you really never lived? sleeping behind a bush in Balboa Park or behind a bush on University? Is having never fought a battle good? Pampered Princes talking Wall Street or suburbanites being cool not serving while waving the flag. ….is it better whenContinue reading “Quality, poem”