05.30.2021

I have no idea why there is still so much hate in the 21st century. It seems to be in everything in society. As a child, I had not experienced hate. Today, I fear that I can not trust anyone with discussions concerning spirituality, do to the desire to not feel ostracized. I’m convinced byContinue reading “05.30.2021”

05.10.2021

WELL, it looks like I won’t be getting vaccinated against Covid 19 at my neighborhood clinic, unless I get the Johnson & Johnson vacine. I was willing to do get the Johnson & Johnson version out of desperation, but my best friend would have had cow when I told her, and would likely hunt meContinue reading “05.10.2021”

Awe

Awe… of raw being without thought,Intense energy of horrors and joy. Sometimes overwhelming. I imagined orgies and being gangbanded as ultimate experience, while experience told meI was a fool having traveled with far less numbers. It’s the essence, not the bounty of the fruit.